Work avoiding again

Yeah I know, stuck record. Gonna ramble about tonight before trying to fill in the gaps of the Easter holiday. Issues at morning service, but thanks to Emu and running and the gym I was chilled again in time for the evening service. Tom Kelsey leading worship and yeah I was playing drums. Today I was chilled about it, even kinda looking forward to it. By the end I was loving it. It was another God take over and you just praise him and don't worry about playing and JUST PLAY!!! The old delirious Men of Faith (can't remember the new PC title) and All blessings flow from God above (or something like that) were great, esp in the 'after' bit where I did my keep getting louder thing hehe. All this in stark contrast to last week when I had a complete stressed out meltdown and felt awful and hated the whole service cos I was so stressed about not messing up on the drums. Oh well.

After the service I was in my 'Tigger Place' where I can't stand still (happens when we stop suddenly on a complete high) but luckily Ben Lacey was Tigger too (alwasy is). We went cruising with the roof down and the Soul Survivor CD on LOUD!!!! Screamed and sang our way round town, then went for a burn around the Outwoods. Hehe. Now I am here doing this and will soon be watching James Bond DVDs in bed rather than going to the pub. Have had enough at the mo of trying to be sociable, and am just avoiding other issues. Oh well, gives them all a chance to talk about me again ;-)